Whenever I think about the memories of torture that I have experience with my ex-girlfriend. i just want to be able to kill myself instantly. The humility and sacrifice that I have done for her is just too much. i want to be able to have a better life in the future. But things are not going well for me all of the time. That’s why I felt like there is something that needs to be done. i hope that everything is going to get better for me because if I do not find the right person for me fast. i do not really want to live anymore. i want to give everything that I have to a woman that will be able to love me with all of my heart. And all that I ever want right now is to have a great relationship with a woman just like a normal person. i have to forget about whatever has happened to me in the future and all that I really want to have a great person one day. But that one great person has always eluded me and I do not even know what to do. i wanted to have a really nice person all along but the girls that I have spent time with has always given me a head ache. That’s why I have to change and give a chance to myself to have a better life. But it seems to me that the person that I have been looking for was right there all along for me. She is a London escort and she is not ashamed to spend time with me bi really want to be able to have a great girlfriend in my life. But no matter what I am doing I can’t seem to make a girl happy with me at all. But that’s alright because I believe that the truth is going to set me free. And the only person that seems to want to be honest with me is a London escort and I am totally fine with that I know that with their help I am always going to be able to live a successful life. i have a lot of friends who had a London escort girlfriend already and they lived like there life is a fairy tale. That’s why I have to do something about my relationship ball if the time and give everything that j has to a woman that loves me deeply. i am glad that after all the hard work that I had done in trying to find the perfect London escort for me. it did not take a long time to figure out who she was. Her name is Melissa and she is a sweetheart to all of the people that she met. That’s why I just want to have her in my life and spend as many minutes with her as possible. i want her to consider me as s great husband someday that’s already a big thing.